i wish to hold ur hand...just once..to look into ur eyes....and tell u...i love u...

why do i still think about u

Hey,
u r the first thought of my day
u r the last thought of my day
today is no different

the reason i mail u, my god, has vanished. I really dont know why i mail u. perhaps if i can talk to u..
but i know u wont....

my life has become void...

yesterday one girl, whom i had known a year ago.....scrapped me ...saying she is missing me and that she will come and meet me after holi....

i ended up being awake the whole night, thinking abt u instead....i played the paarthe mudhal naale song, and let it run the whole night

how come, i dont understand, everybody except u, is speaking to me. and i dont want to speak to anybody except u...

ofcourse these kinda thoughts give me pain...real physical pain, like the one i am having in my chest now ....everytime i think of u...and i am kinda used to it....


this valentine's day, when i woke up.....i woke up from ur dream, and i knew i had to call u.....and straight from bed, i called u....as usual u didnt pick the phone.....

i dont understand why we cant talk to each other.....

arent we mature enough to handle each other's feelings....ofcourse i have been stupid before.....but all guys in love are often stupid....

give me a chance to talk to u......

if i cross the line ever again....u can go back to ur great silence......

what say.....