i wish to hold ur hand...just once..to look into ur eyes....and tell u...i love u...

why do i still think about u

Hey,
u r the first thought of my day
u r the last thought of my day
today is no different

the reason i mail u, my god, has vanished. I really dont know why i mail u. perhaps if i can talk to u..
but i know u wont....

my life has become void...

yesterday one girl, whom i had known a year ago.....scrapped me ...saying she is missing me and that she will come and meet me after holi....

i ended up being awake the whole night, thinking abt u instead....i played the paarthe mudhal naale song, and let it run the whole night

how come, i dont understand, everybody except u, is speaking to me. and i dont want to speak to anybody except u...

ofcourse these kinda thoughts give me pain...real physical pain, like the one i am having in my chest now ....everytime i think of u...and i am kinda used to it....


this valentine's day, when i woke up.....i woke up from ur dream, and i knew i had to call u.....and straight from bed, i called u....as usual u didnt pick the phone.....

i dont understand why we cant talk to each other.....

arent we mature enough to handle each other's feelings....ofcourse i have been stupid before.....but all guys in love are often stupid....

give me a chance to talk to u......

if i cross the line ever again....u can go back to ur great silence......

what say.....

“ I love you also means I love you more than anyone loves you, or has loved you, or will love you, and also, I love you in a way that no one loves you, or has loved you, or will love you, and also, I love you in a way that I love no one else, and never have loved anyone else, and never will love anyone else.

— Jonathan Safron Foer (via iamsolomon) (via fantasyaction) (via amandasthoughts) (via birdcalls) (via kinseyop) (via scout)

from
http://brokenmachine.tumblr.com/post/69877960/i-love-you-also-means-i-love-you-more-than-anyone

love comaprison

Love Compared

I do not resemble your other lovers, my lady
should another give you a cloud
I give you rain
Should he give you a lantern, I
will give you the moon
Should he give you a branch
I will give you the trees
And if another gives you a ship
I shall give you the journey.

Nizar Qabbani

from http://www.nizar.net/english/lovecompared.htm

life is meaningless

as such life is meaningless
and u gave meaning to my life
and then u made it meaningless..

i am curious

do u hear/feel me, when i think abt u
ofcourse though u r hundreds of kilometers away...
just curious....

why i love u

why i love...
after long denying the fact that i dont have an answer, funnily i agree these days that i might have an answer though i am still unaware of it...
however
i am more perplexed by a simple materialistic question
why do i continue to love u?
i am sure i dont have an answer...
i wish i did though

why does ur name sound so beautiful

hey
why does ur name sound so beautiful....
isnt that why my heart and my lips keep saying ur name again and again....

ur memory

ur memory is beautiful
ur memory is painful
ur memory makes me alive
ur memory is tearful
ur memory.....ohhhh
is it a bliss or a curse?

i try to understand why i cant forget u

i have hypothised many theories to understand why i cant forget u.
It can be because u r my soulmate, as described by paulo coehlo in his book brida. That is u and me actually come from the same soul, and it is destined we meet. but somehow, only i am realising that part.
It could be that u have left an emotional vaccum in my heart when u left.
it could be that u have touched my heart in such way that no person is able to and will never be able.
i mean what is the use of these theories. what is the point in explaining that i simply am not able to do away with. every single thought begins with u. every single incident reminds me of. every girl i talk to remind me of u. every road i take, every smile i recieve, every unknown reminds me only of u....
i simply cant understand why i cant forget u....
all i know is, this fact makes my life very painful.
and unfortunately, no matter how much i want to get rid of ur thoughts, i realise its only ur thoughts that is sustaining my life. i simply do not exist without ur thoughts...

still thinking abt u

isnt that funny...
or is that pathetic?

waiting has become an art

and waiting for u....
knowing u will never come...
has made me perfect the art....
i can wait with a dying hope
and i can wait hopelessly
i can wait for a lifetime
and i can wait beyond death
i can wait forever
and i can wait beyond time...

loneliness

my loneliness has a name they call it love

why do i keep think abt u

even though i know u will never love...
why do i keep thinking abt u
day after day
night after night
why?

jan 11 2009

this is the message i didnt send u...
"you are the first thought of my every day
you are the last thought of my every day
today is no different
the reason i message u is to gently remind u
that i am still alive
and so is my hope"