i have hypothised many theories to understand why i cant forget u.
It can be because u r my soulmate, as described by paulo coehlo in his book brida. That is u and me actually come from the same soul, and it is destined we meet. but somehow, only i am realising that part.
It could be that u have left an emotional vaccum in my heart when u left.
it could be that u have touched my heart in such way that no person is able to and will never be able.
i mean what is the use of these theories. what is the point in explaining that i simply am not able to do away with. every single thought begins with u. every single incident reminds me of. every girl i talk to remind me of u. every road i take, every smile i recieve, every unknown reminds me only of u....
i simply cant understand why i cant forget u....
all i know is, this fact makes my life very painful.
and unfortunately, no matter how much i want to get rid of ur thoughts, i realise its only ur thoughts that is sustaining my life. i simply do not exist without ur thoughts...